i’m more scared than i’ve ever been before at the moment.  i fear that she’s gone forever now, she’s not posting on here or facebook, and she’s not texting me back.  i’m really scared.  i dont wanna lose her, and i know it sounds selfish, but i wont survive without her, and her funeral would kill me faster than my own habits, i’ve already started spiraling downward, becoming involved in things i never wanted to touch, and i fear that will only become worse as time goes on, if my fear is confirmed :’(

Take back every word I’ve said, ever said to you.
Take back every word I’ve said, ever said to you.
Take back every word I’ve said, ever said to you. 
Take back every word I’ve said, ever said to you.
Because everything I touch turns to stone.
So wrap your arms around me, and leave me, I can’t hold on.

BMTH—Blessed With A Curse

1. Height:
2. Virgin?
3. Shoe Size:
4. Sexual Orientation:
5. Do you Smoke?
6. Do you Drink?
7. Do you Take Drugs?
8. Age you get mistaken for:
9. Have Tattoos?
10. Want any tattoos
11. Got any Piercings?
12. Want any piercings?
13. Best friend?
14. Relationship status:
15. Biggest turn ons:
16. Biggest turn offs:
17. Favorite Movie:
18. I’ll love you if:
19. Someone you miss:
20. Most traumatic experience:
21. A fact about your personality:
22. What I hate most about myself:
23. What I love most about myself:
24. What I want to be when I get older:
25. My relationship with my sibling(s):
26. My relationship with my parents:
27. My idea of a perfect date:
28. My biggest pet peeves:
29. A description of the girl/boy I like:
30. A description of the person I dislike the most:
31. A reason I’ve lied to a friend:
32. What I hate the most about work:
33. What my last text message says:
34. What words upset me the most:
35. What words make me feel the best about myself:
36. What I find attractive in women.
37. What I find attractive in men.
38. Where I would like to live.
39. One of my insecurities.
40. My childhood career choice.
41. My favorite ice cream.
42. Who I wish I could be.
43. Where I want to be right now.
44. The last thing I ate.
45. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.
46. A random fact about anything

this.is…too fucking true.  weirdest way i met someone who’s now the most important person in my life: being stalked and having a pic taken of me through a window while i was kicking my locker cuz it wouldnt close and then having the pic sent to me…the girl who started all of this is now the most important girl of my life

devil-indisguise:

gooo

reminiscingourmoments:

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yin.

if im alone with my mind for more than a minute, i’m dead

c3linafr3itasxo:

milan…

“Your bitch a whore, I’m a catch, she ball-catchin’ Her jaw’s been broadcasted all across the globe from the store to Japan Her pussy need to blocked and reported as spam“—Royce da’ 59 ft. eminem

i’m 17, and more of an adult than my own biological father

i wish

lets-fix-the-scars:

My boys<3